keep changing and changing

As usual, I feel insecure again. Ya, once again, INSECURE..

After their outrageous decision, again...
After a couple of months of wander here and there, I’d just got back to the position but now they going to change their mind again. Dunno what will be their next step again. Cos I know their style is always change-change-change-change-change. What they said or promised, probably we can only take half of their words. The rest, better don’t take it seriously or otherwise you wont get what you hope for.

Feel like giving them one word for now…… KANINA!

showing my greatest heyhoohaaa to you!

The only good new i received from them should be the 'no more shifting announcement'..

They Kiss Again

Noticed i changed the outlook for my blog recently? how ya think about this?
I think this theme brighten up my day, seriously... I need something greenish to cure my eyesight problem recently, will i go blind sooner or later? I dunno ler, but i feel very uncomfortable with my lenses lately although i'd change my color lens back to normal one, no more pattern pattern :-( , right after Tioman trip, i couldn't endure the sun shining early morning, afternoon or even late afternoon. Hope this will get better soon.

Back to topic,

Well, i still keeping the old setting for the blog so maybe i will change it back anytime one day in future while i get bored with the current setting.

The background picture are shown below:-

p/s : thanks to forum0086 cos i steal the pic from there..

This is one of the show i've been up to recently, and it show only once a week, it was aired on Dec 2007 untill now, has yet to finish.. Means i've been following up for quite sometimes already..
It is based on the Japanese manga Itazura na Kiss (Mischievous Kiss) and stars Taiwanese idols Joe Cheng and Ariel Lin as the leading characters.

This drama is sequel of "It Started With A Kiss".

I love the story very very much, till the stage that i eventually bought a study table and a steel shelving unit which is follow exactly from what i see in their house.. hahaha...

I'm not going to tell you anything about the story, if you want to know more, you should buy the drama yourself and start watching!!, bear in mind, start with season 1 first, otherwise you will definitely catch no ballz!

I love the fairy-tale liked love stories in this drama, and i'm eager for it once again though i know this is not gonna be happened in my life ever again..

Nothing But The Truth

I wonder how will the contestants spouse thinking when their other half is being requested to answer "do you currently dating with more than one man/woman?" "Do you ever have a sugar-daddy?"

I would just give up if i am selected to participate in this game show.. Maybe i will stay and answered to the questions that reached my extreme limits, and i will just say byebye, take the $$ and ciaoz.. Or maybe i shouldn't have even consider to go for it!

this is so so so scary!
who would simply say out the truth in front of million billion peoples?

neither you nor i can do it..

for the ppl who has won, i really take my hat off to them..

i'm not a god, i reckon myself has did wrong things in my life too..

To be honest lar wey, u do have some secrets with yourself that nobody will ever know it forever right, something that will only remain in the deep bottom of our heart forever and ever..

how to reveal it?!!
For the sake of money, there's a limit for myself..

i rather to choose to be a prostitute somewhere far far away from my hometown, well-off, and come back here i am still a heroin! haha... This is something that i told my friends...

but of course have to make sure that i am getting well pay lar, haha... if third-class range, erm.... no point...

Or maybe someone is willing paying me and in return, i have to be his mistress, to be kept at home for a period of time, ok gua...
(well, i am also not sure whether i can be as 'xiao sa' as i said here if this day really falls on me..wahahaha)

Anyhow, anything can be betrayed, you can choose to betray anything you want, i am willing to betray alot of things, but not my own secrets, never, never lar......!!!