一般

如此一般的男人
如此一般的女人
下场就是如此的一般

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阿桑-葉子

Sudden Thought.

Just a sudden thought arises.
Feel like to go BKK for a shopping spree...
hmmmmmm....

Sigh

Sigh haiz..
Need a break......

我们说好的

好吗 一句话就哽住了喉

城市 当背景的海市蜃楼

我们 像分隔着一整个宇宙

再见 都化作乌有

我们说好绝不放开相互牵的手

可现实说光有爱还不够

走到分岔的路口

你向左我向右

我们都倔强得不曾回头

我们说好就算分开一样做朋友

时间说我们从此不可能再问候

人群中再次邂逅

你变得那么瘦

我还是沦陷在你的眼眸

我们说好一起老去看细水长流

却将会成为别人的某某

又到分岔的路口

你向左我向右

我们都强忍着不曾回头

我们说好下个永恒里面再碰头

爱情会活在当时光节节败退后

下一次如果邂逅

你别再那么瘦

我想一直沦陷在你的眼眸

（这是无可救药爱情的荒谬）

Move On

I wanna move on, move on realistically.
Can i do it?

「那些年，我們一起追的女孩」

Giddens

Waitin' for it.

If only it will comes true.

New Chapter, 2010!

First of all,
Happy NEW Year 2010!!
to every of my dearest family members, friends and buddies! May this new year brings you health, wealth, love and everything!
Have a prosperous new year ahead, ya!

Too many wishes to make. Will add it in my A-List whenever i think of any, ya?

Year 2009. A Good year, A Bad year.
Whatever it is, the end of 2009 means we are welcoming the year of 2010.
And it tells us to move on, keep movin, and movin
for
our life, our goal

New Year, New Chapter of Life.
Try not to look back; we look forward, for a greater year.
Dump the bad memories, keep the good one, deep down in our heart.
Do not grieve for the things we did not achieved or lose. Be thankful for what we have gained.
Even a little tiny things! We should be grateful and thanking.
Learn our lesson from the mistakes we had made in the past one year. And improve it!
Summarize the year of 2009, to see if we have any improvement compare to year 2008.
And find more rooms to improve ourselves from the first of the new calendar year!
okok, the first thing i wanna to have a change/improvement in this new year is,
I wanna try to put myself in peoples' shoes for more from now on.
Cos that's the only time i can understand and feel, what people will feel from me.

************

New Year eve doesnt seems to be a good one for me to celebrate.
Maybe i should really think it hard whether or not i should celebrate new year in the coming year.
recalling the night when we celebrating new year eve of 2009, how funny it was when me n babe evyn are blindly follow the crowd from ground floor of Langham Place to the sixth floor (if i didnt count wrongly) for count down. As soon as the moment when the clock click at 12am sharp, we can hear loud voice saying HAPPY NEW YEAR, HAPPY NEW YEAR! But, what happen in the very next second was that the crowd has all ready to turn their body back and go back home. @_@

Recalling our usual annual party for new year celebration,
Big group of fren gather together at club, continue drinking after count down.
Ok, i admit im no longer a hardcore party animal like what we used to be. And in fact most of my sistas has now become AUNTIE and I wont expect these AUNTIES to go out and club with me always. Haaaaaa...
But, i do miss those days we drink, drank and drunk.
Once in a blue moon, doesnt sound greedy and too much, Ya?

Too many craps for now,
Nevertheless,
Wishing A Great Year is what we going to have in this mystery year 2010.
Peace, for all...

For You

It has almost been a year. Since, he away...

I've been missing you alot, always. I'm true. You always in my mind. Always appear in me whenever i'm sitting down alone, and, in deep thoughts.
Facts are so hard to accept. Ever since that day. I've been refused myself to update anything here in blogger until my bday is around the corner.

Couldn't accept the fact that you has already left us and update here to share with everyone. Way can't do it. On the another hand, i couldn't accept myself to update any interesting lifestories abt myself here, as well. Cos, the pain exists.

Now, we begun to accept the cruel facts. But trust me, deep down inside, You always staying alive in my heart. Never ever been walking away. Always remember your sweet smiles to us.

21st Oct 2008
The stressful torturing training has just only half way going. Night time around 11pm+, has already in deep sleep cos the training is really exhausted. The phone rang. It's yr ah gal, Freda's number appears. Bad sign. Strange feeling arises. Never ever she will call me at this hour of time ever since i came over HKG. But still i pick up the calls with all the blurriness i have. And this is how the bad news brought to me.

Unacceptable, Unbelievable. Been telling myself this must be not true! This must be a dream for me.

Sleepless night. Kept thinking of you. Cries and Cries doesnt seem to be able to bring back your return to us. Feeling hopelessly helpless..
Tell you what. The training on next day was really a terrible one for me. Although having a good looking trainer bringing us around. :-)

I can only keep looking at your facebook quietly. Nothing i wanna tell in yr page. You will surely know how we feel cos the real friendship is inside our heart. Needless to show it to the public. This ain't a show!!! This is a damn bloody heart painful bad experience i ever had.

I can only keep looking back the pictures we used to have. The pictures we taken together those days. And how sad i realised that, we doesn't have much picc taken together since we knew each other.

memory seeps from my veins.
Remembering the few consecutive Saturday nights of 'Young & Dangerous' session at Rendezvous. While half way clubbing, you guys must go out to have a fight with others. And all gals of us can only keep shouting and worrying. HAHAHA..
Remember both of us ran to Bistro and OMG! You're bleeding. Surprised that i didnt follow my bf at that time to look after him but instead, I am running with you! HAHAHA..
Also remembering how Jade is so Dai Ka Jie and bringing us to car park to drive yr car away and find you guys. Btw, i met Jade few months ago on a flight of mine. Well, it is such a huge different from the past.

Still remember the night we send you off for your further studies in Changi Airport @ Singapore. Tears is like a water falls for me. HAHAHA..

Recalling how 911 in the States has caused so much worries from silly us. Doesn't know that Boston is so far apart from New York. Hahaha...

Remembring the sweet emails you sent to us when internet is still not so widely use for us. HAHAHA..

Recalling those days when you called and asked to do lunch together. We had lunch altogether with so many of them @ Auntie Lim. All the talk cock sing songs we had.

Have got so much wanna share with you. But i know the fact. This can only be done in my dream. Been missing you much. You wouldn't know how much if affected us ever since you gone.

Anyone who came across this blog someday, please be reminded that this is my bottom heart's word to a true fren. Not other than anything. Dun wish to hear any gossips back in hometown again. YOU, hopeless gossip creator.

Last but not least. You will always being well keep by me, deep down inside my heart.

AEQ

Here we started our once a year AEQ....
Time flies... hmm it seems like that's the only quote i will use everytime im updating my blog... Time flies Time flies...
Well, thats the fact it is.

Has already been living in this lovely place - HKG for a year. Since 6th Oct 2008, till today.
Many things happened,
Alot of good news received, as well as bad news.
Time won't wait.

It faded away so fast and many things has changed.
It is not the same anymore.

Had just received another bad news from a fren back in hometown.
Saddened, Shocked, Suprising,
Upset.

AEQ is a refreshment course for us once in a year. 3 days basis, have to cover the more important topics for safety issues.

Not bad tho; at least passenger can have more confidence with us while travel with us, innit?
I like the training but at the meantime, pretty hate it. What a contradiction huh.

Anyway, on the other hand, I'm pretty much awaits the arrival of 2 bb from my greatest fren.
Guess i wont be able to catch up with them anymore lar.
hhahaha..

My sincerest blessings for my both greatest Sistaz